Dear LIB readers: My past mistakes have caught up with me...

From a female LIB reader My story is a story from the heart. I was forced into marriage at the age of 15yrs to a man I never met and don't love. I tried so hard to love him, so hard but you could never force love. We had nothing in common. I'm a lively, fun and exciting human being. I never knew a woman can have orgasm till I started cheating on my hubby. I was frustrated, depressed, angry with my life. After I had my 1st baby, I ran away but my dad brought me back. Same goes when I had my 2nd child. I wanted to kill my self because I was so unhappy.